Just an apology in advance, if anyone's trying to get a hold of me for whatever reason...or if you're just trying to talk to me on msn and the like. I'll probably be (more) elusive and (more) sketchy (than usual).

My friend Jay died on Monday.

He had a massive heart attack.

He was fucking 23 years old.

And he wasn't my best friend by any means; I haven't even talked to him for months.

But that's what's really bugging me, I guess.
I kept putting off calling him.

And I know, it's not my fault. I can't predict the future.

But he was a good guy, and he's gone, and I'm a wreck.

So, sorry if it's hard to get a hold of me for the next little while.